For *those that have just lost their keys *those that are well-versed *inebriated ones *wanderers *mermaids *those that belong elsewhere *whippersnappers *marvelous ones *those that are not included in this classification *those that flutter because the moment is fleeting *boundless ones *those colored with slippery fingerpaint *others *those that resemble someone I know from a distance

Tuesday, July 31, 2007

arbitrary thoughts on a midsummer's night

I am only one of the 6.7 billion people alive on the earth right now. Only one of the 96 billion people who have ever lived on the earth. (To be freaked out by the ever-increasing amount of people on the earth, go here)

Right now this 1/6.7 billion wants to:
* run. run into the night. exhale the word "escape"
* live in a tree house for a while. hear running water.
* breathe in the emanations of godesses.
* figure it all out. figure every goddamned thing out.

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Sunday, June 24, 2007

Maybe I can listen to those old Springsteen songs.

Let's play a game! See if you can guess the existential theme I am currently pondering based upon the songs I have been listening to.



Next Anticipated Existential Theme: Every piece of land is sacred.

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Friday, June 16, 2006

"They say people in your life are seasons..."

all the young pretty girls are talking about failure all the young pretty girls are talking about failure all the young pretty girls are talking about failure all the young pretty girls are talking about failure all the young pretty girls are talking about failure all the young pretty girls are talking about failure all the young pretty girls are talking about failure all the young pretty girls are talking about failure

In case you forgot.

Loki, my dear, I knew you were up to something. Feel free to hide me amidst the eggs of a flounder, although of course I would prefer to hide in the neck-feathers of a swan. But clearly I can't find my own refuge. And I no longer trust the smell of honeysuckles.

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Tuesday, January 10, 2006

Vanishing kind-of mood. Part II.

I feel like slipping away. Walking past solitary pennies and not picking them up.

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Saturday, October 15, 2005

I'm in a vanishing kind of mood - dreamy, distant, disconnected. Everything has lost its weight. If I stepped around a corner at a certain pace, without paying attention, I would disappear within a few steps.

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Tuesday, August 23, 2005

suddenly transparent

A re-discovered quote from Kavalier and Clay that captivated me for a little bit post-California. "The magician seemed to promise that something torn to bits might be mended without a seam, that what had vanished might reappear, that a scattered handful of doves or dust might be reunited by a word, that a paper rose consumed by fire would be made to bloom from a pile of ash. But everyone knew that it was only an illusion. The true magic of this broken world lay in the ability of the things it contained to vanish, to become so thoroughly lost, that they might not have existed in the first place."

One night at Flipside a few of us started talking about poetry and the poems that we know by heart. It was really intriguing and somewhat telling to see what kinds of poems people have committed to memory. The poems that Ali knew were the kind that comment on love, flirty poems, fickle poems, men and women poems, Dorothy Parker-ish poems. Conor of course knew lots but focused on dirty limericks. And my poems were about things vanishing, things lost - lost love, lost self. And it felt as if we were suddenly transparent, as if anyone could see the metaphors and ideas embedded within us, the ones that cause us to move, to react the way that we do.

Everything vanishes.

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Wednesday, August 10, 2005

Disappear

Maybe I will disappear entirely.

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